Sexless Diary - 1st April 2020

If there had been no lockdown I probably would have been 99% content with staying at home as much as I have. It's just the psychological weight of the loss of having options that gets to you after a while. Well that, and the prohibition of touching strangers.

And I really want to be touching strangers.

I've masturbated a little - good to have the opportunity to eat my own goo again. And fucked my sex toy a little. But as I mostly practice NoFap; I'm doing a seven day fast from self-stimulation. It just gives me greater clarity and will to exercise.

:emoji_8ball: Italian beauty (40, Grindr, WhatsApp)

I have been chatting and sexting with this stud. We made contact while he was at the airport near my place waiting for his flight home about two weeks ago. He has a beautiful, slim and hairy body, and his uncut cock hangs heavily. I just want to be wrapped up in his body's warmth, and to kiss and fuck freely.

I sent him three photos this morning that I'll update soon here. I was no stranger to sexual longing in my life, but it has been largely erased in the last three and a half years due to a sexually active and fulfilled single life and a two year relationship. Going back to deprivation is an annoying speed-bump.

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I can assimilate to your sentiment and experience. I've gone 1 year without sexual contact and I've learned quite a lot during this abstinent phase. I think experiencing both sides of a very sexual active lifestyle is just as important as doing a NotFAP.

I'm happy you both go to connect and I'd be happy to chat further if interested.
@Shofixti
 

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