I don‘t know about you all, but spring and the wind can be a time where I get incredibly horned and just loose myself. I took advantage of a nice quiet afternoon to sneak a few gulps of some wiskey and watch some porn, it’s been a while since I’ve jacked off or cum. Hoping it stays quiet, might have had a bit too much wiskey. Also enjoying working from home a few days of the week.
In many ways, I get so fucking horned catchin up on unread posts and feeling wonderful hard I forget how great it feels and just want to loose myself in the moment. Playing with some pre now but not wanting to just make a mess.
Part of this is getting braver and taking videos and photos of myself, part of me feeling like I want to be able to post all of it, share it with the world, but the other conflicted knowing how my dude would kill me for doing such a thing and kick me to the curb.
It’s been some time, but fuck… will I get bolder to start really sharing this stuff?
I keep coming back to this and really fantasizing about sex, being a damn hard fuck stick and just loosing myself.
It’s a great thing I don’t have a dude friend that could offer to help on the side because I would not be ab to stop myself right now. My dude wouldn’t put up with it, so it’s like I am safe but not if I found myself in the situation of getting offered pleasure.
Fucking madness, I think I have lost my mind. I suppose watching porn doesn’t help, but it’s helping my fantasies…
In many ways, I get so fucking horned catchin up on unread posts and feeling wonderful hard I forget how great it feels and just want to loose myself in the moment. Playing with some pre now but not wanting to just make a mess.
Part of this is getting braver and taking videos and photos of myself, part of me feeling like I want to be able to post all of it, share it with the world, but the other conflicted knowing how my dude would kill me for doing such a thing and kick me to the curb.
It’s been some time, but fuck… will I get bolder to start really sharing this stuff?
I keep coming back to this and really fantasizing about sex, being a damn hard fuck stick and just loosing myself.
It’s a great thing I don’t have a dude friend that could offer to help on the side because I would not be ab to stop myself right now. My dude wouldn’t put up with it, so it’s like I am safe but not if I found myself in the situation of getting offered pleasure.
Fucking madness, I think I have lost my mind. I suppose watching porn doesn’t help, but it’s helping my fantasies…
