So, this is Christmas

Why does it just feel like another day to me? A day I have off from work. I got nothing in the way of gifts from anyone. I didn't really get gifts for anyone. I've not had the holiday spirit in so long.

I can still remember when I did and things were going well. Back when the family was still alive and thriving. Back when I had both parents. It's been 27 years since I had a real Christmas. Things just kept moving further and further away from it as the years passed.

I'll go over my sister's house and play at having a great holiday, but today is just another day.

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Yep i agree, christmas sucks big time, always as. I hate christmas. I give great gifts. People ask me what i want, i tell them, hell i even tell them where they can buy it and for how much, and what do i get in return, a fucking gift card. Why the hell do people do that? Royally pisses me off. As far as im concerned, xmas can just screw off.
 
Yeah, it's a tough day for some of us. It's a lot of going through the motions for me too, though I've learned to accept the good parts and tolerate the rest. I could forgo the gift-giving entirely, but it does make the kids in the family happy...
 

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