I have this wierd/cute/funny lil avatar of a stick figure pouring gasoline on himself and flicking a lighter resulting in self-immolation to the point of total cremation, not even any cremains left. :redface:
At the moment I can't help but wonder if I chose it for some underlying reason. Especially considering I changed my location to "Denver and at the moment I'm living in a reincarnation of Debbie Downer".:frown1: I changed the avatar a few days ago because I felt little pink gumball, Kirby needed a change. I was feeling down so changed the location. Lord did Debbie Downer have some great lines. And now realize all this crap might actually have some coherent form of thought?
Ever get the feeling that you're sabotaging yourself? You know you have one good thing going on for you and you find ways to make it hurt you? Even though that's the one thing that actually IS going right in your life?
A great love/hate relationship? You love part of it that gives you what you want, but hate it because it isn't what you need.
The direction in your life isn't where you want it to be going but at the same time you're stuck in the condition that you are because you can't move on to greener pastures?
It's far too scary to pass up what you have now, knowing that this is your one great shot at the dream you've wanted?
This is probably far too personal, deep and obtuse for a website about bigdicks. I just think some ppl on here know me and might like to hear something about me. I try to be rather light hearted and funny. It is interesting to note how many of the funny comedians have a history of depression. An inability to be happy in their personal life, but yet get a sense of joy from making others happy.
<edit> No I'm not going to do anything rash, etc. more like just very contemplative at the moment.
At the moment I can't help but wonder if I chose it for some underlying reason. Especially considering I changed my location to "Denver and at the moment I'm living in a reincarnation of Debbie Downer".:frown1: I changed the avatar a few days ago because I felt little pink gumball, Kirby needed a change. I was feeling down so changed the location. Lord did Debbie Downer have some great lines. And now realize all this crap might actually have some coherent form of thought?
Ever get the feeling that you're sabotaging yourself? You know you have one good thing going on for you and you find ways to make it hurt you? Even though that's the one thing that actually IS going right in your life?
The direction in your life isn't where you want it to be going but at the same time you're stuck in the condition that you are because you can't move on to greener pastures?
This is probably far too personal, deep and obtuse for a website about bigdicks. I just think some ppl on here know me and might like to hear something about me. I try to be rather light hearted and funny. It is interesting to note how many of the funny comedians have a history of depression. An inability to be happy in their personal life, but yet get a sense of joy from making others happy.
<edit> No I'm not going to do anything rash, etc. more like just very contemplative at the moment.