So, how can we try to come back to (some) normal times?
In the last weeks I finally went out, I saw friends again, I tried to restablish some habits. I've never stop studying, and I'm just two exams aways from my graduation (finally, hurrà!).
I'm in good mood again, to be short.
My private and personal life is yet to be fixed. That's still an issue. I don't see a lot of progress with my ex: we called each other a couple of times during last month, especially during the most difficult days, and it was beautiful, helpful. But not enough to imagine a reunion. And, after the initial pain, we both kind of used to be separate. It's really a weird feeling after you've been with someone for so long.
So I'm torn. I have to fight to fix something I really cared, or move on? And if I decide to move on, how can I trust to meet with someone during times like these, with precaution and similar stuff? The only solution is through friends, circles I know.
Suddenly, after all those years, not having right now an intimacy with someone, a loving chat with someone, a sexual life, is difficult, and something I'd like to fix.
In the last weeks I finally went out, I saw friends again, I tried to restablish some habits. I've never stop studying, and I'm just two exams aways from my graduation (finally, hurrà!).
I'm in good mood again, to be short.
My private and personal life is yet to be fixed. That's still an issue. I don't see a lot of progress with my ex: we called each other a couple of times during last month, especially during the most difficult days, and it was beautiful, helpful. But not enough to imagine a reunion. And, after the initial pain, we both kind of used to be separate. It's really a weird feeling after you've been with someone for so long.
So I'm torn. I have to fight to fix something I really cared, or move on? And if I decide to move on, how can I trust to meet with someone during times like these, with precaution and similar stuff? The only solution is through friends, circles I know.
Suddenly, after all those years, not having right now an intimacy with someone, a loving chat with someone, a sexual life, is difficult, and something I'd like to fix.