I'm just posting this up here as a sort of diary entry for a marked date and what not, but here it is.
About five years or more ago. Not sure how long ago really. This was before I knew anything at all about this squirting business. I had no idea what it was, but I think I did it.
Now of course I've never been able to do it again, but I also wasn't trying to do it either. Kind of like one of those freak accident kind of things. Only it didn't freak me out and I was pretty sure I hadn't "peed" myself.
It wasn't until a few years maybe two or so; later that I found out what it was. I really didn't buy into the squirting thing, but then again in the back of my mind I always wondered if I had done it in the past once.
So on a whim a few times I tried it out with just a dildo, my fingers, just about anything I thought would help do the trick.... and nada. My goal was to surprise the boyfriend I had at the time with seeing if I could do it again. To bad it didn't happen I also kept it to myself since I thought I couldn't do it again.
I think one of my main problems is, I'm a very hands on person. So if I can't learn to do it myself, or someone show me "hands on". Then it'll probably be a fail for me. Since I read just about anything I could find on how to do it, and shit didn't help me one bit.
As things happen I finally gave up on it and forgot about. That is until earlier last year. This would be about the time I met my current boyfriend whom I'm with right now.
He had mentioned something about squirting in one of our random conversations one night. Well that was like a light bulb over my head. I explained to him how I thought I had done it once a while ago, but I wasn't sure. Also that I was kind of thinking I hadn't in the first place.
That aside, we hadn't tested it out or anything, and I sort of forgot about it again. I get distracted easy what can I say. Now though a few days ago it's been eating at me like a sore on my ass or something. I know my bf loves squirting and I knew if I could do it he'd be beyond excited about it.
I set out to try it again only difference is this time. I'm way more determined than I ever have been about doing it. I think also it's something I want to surprise my bf with. I have been testing it out by myself like some mad scientist.
As of the day before yesterday, I had been messing around for a while with my dildo. I seem to have better luck with the dildo than I do with just fingers. I had been working at it for a while, but nothing to long. Trying a few new things, slow and hard seemed to have better results. By the end I'm pretty sure I sort of half-assed squirted, nothing major tho.
Still determined, this morning I tested a few things out again. Trying to keep with the slow n hard pattern. It definitely worked. I think I found the key to doing it. My bed sheets under me were soaked afterwords, as if I peed myself only I know I didn't I also went pee before hand.
Still wanna test a few things out, I won't be satisfied until I know I can do it whenever I want to do it.
I'll possibly update as I figure things out.
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Fin
About five years or more ago. Not sure how long ago really. This was before I knew anything at all about this squirting business. I had no idea what it was, but I think I did it.
Now of course I've never been able to do it again, but I also wasn't trying to do it either. Kind of like one of those freak accident kind of things. Only it didn't freak me out and I was pretty sure I hadn't "peed" myself.
It wasn't until a few years maybe two or so; later that I found out what it was. I really didn't buy into the squirting thing, but then again in the back of my mind I always wondered if I had done it in the past once.
So on a whim a few times I tried it out with just a dildo, my fingers, just about anything I thought would help do the trick.... and nada. My goal was to surprise the boyfriend I had at the time with seeing if I could do it again. To bad it didn't happen I also kept it to myself since I thought I couldn't do it again.
I think one of my main problems is, I'm a very hands on person. So if I can't learn to do it myself, or someone show me "hands on". Then it'll probably be a fail for me. Since I read just about anything I could find on how to do it, and shit didn't help me one bit.
As things happen I finally gave up on it and forgot about. That is until earlier last year. This would be about the time I met my current boyfriend whom I'm with right now.
He had mentioned something about squirting in one of our random conversations one night. Well that was like a light bulb over my head. I explained to him how I thought I had done it once a while ago, but I wasn't sure. Also that I was kind of thinking I hadn't in the first place.
That aside, we hadn't tested it out or anything, and I sort of forgot about it again. I get distracted easy what can I say. Now though a few days ago it's been eating at me like a sore on my ass or something. I know my bf loves squirting and I knew if I could do it he'd be beyond excited about it.
I set out to try it again only difference is this time. I'm way more determined than I ever have been about doing it. I think also it's something I want to surprise my bf with. I have been testing it out by myself like some mad scientist.
As of the day before yesterday, I had been messing around for a while with my dildo. I seem to have better luck with the dildo than I do with just fingers. I had been working at it for a while, but nothing to long. Trying a few new things, slow and hard seemed to have better results. By the end I'm pretty sure I sort of half-assed squirted, nothing major tho.
Still determined, this morning I tested a few things out again. Trying to keep with the slow n hard pattern. It definitely worked. I think I found the key to doing it. My bed sheets under me were soaked afterwords, as if I peed myself only I know I didn't I also went pee before hand.
Still wanna test a few things out, I won't be satisfied until I know I can do it whenever I want to do it.
I'll possibly update as I figure things out.
Fin