Still

I'd really like to get whatever is going on in my head resolved. It's been three weeks and no erections or ejaculations. Worse yet, I don't feel like I'm missing it. I've just not been horny at all. The bf thinks it's him, but since I usually sneak some porn while he's at work, it's an all around issue. Therapist thinks it's mood and med related. It doesn't help that I'm having issues with the bf outside of the bedroom.

I'm still a littlel sick. Wonder if that plays into it any? This needs to stop soon.

I went to the gym for the first time in the new year yesterday. Man, that place was filled with hotties. I went with Martin and we got an ok leg workout in. I'm not sore this morning because I stretched the hell out of my legs yesterday. After that, we wandered over to the City Cafe and had some breakfast. Was pretty good, although the wheat bagel was a little dry. I was disappointed because I wanted a PBJ bagel and they were out of PB. Lame. I figure I'll hit the gym a couple more times this week. Hopefully, I'll be able to keep up momentum and lose the weight I want before summer. That'd be nice.

With the economy slowing down, I'm losing hope in being able to find a full time permanent position anywhere. I'm still contracting, but that will eventually come to an end. Gotta find something before then.

I'm going back to sleep.

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Well... I don't know what kind of issues you and the BF are having, but when my ex and I were having issues, it ended up causing bedroom issues. We fought a lot, and he didn't understand me, and I didn't want to be physical with him anymore. I held a lot of resentment towards him, and I didn't feel comfortable sharing something so intimate with someone I was so angry at. I never really missed the sex, either. I didn't really get horny, and I wasn't necessarily lusting after anyone else, either... I just felt completely NONsexual. *shrug*
 

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