Strangest thing

This has happened twice now. I'm about to orgasm and then nothing happens. Kinda weird. I'm turned on and everything, but I feel the orgasm start, then bang, nothing and I am done. Very weird.

Things otherwise are fine. Not having any trouble with anything else. I'm climbing the walls though from boredom. I was supposed to be at the beach this weekend, but the guy that had the place where I was going to be staying decided to come home early. So, no place to stay. Finding a place at this late hour is just not going to happen. Or if it does, it'll cost so much that I won't have any cash to do anything else with.

On the flip side, I get to do some gaming today, so that's cool.

I go to see my PCP on Tuesday. Got a lot of things to bring up with him. I really should have had my shoulder looked at a long time ago. But, now that I have a gym membership again, I think it's time I get it looked at so I don't make matters worse. I'll get my flu shots and have my ear relooked at. May or may not mention about the orgasm thing. Could be a random fluke. I have been under some stress and a bit on the depressed side as of late. Anyway, it'll be good to get this over with.

I thought about it and decided that there isn't a whole lot I can do about my situation except pick up and leave. I can't really do that all that easily though. Well, I can, but it will cause me problems. I need to get this house sold. Of course, since we got it in a bad area, finding any REAL buyers is going to be a challenge.

I've made two new acquantances on here. That's very cool. Making new potential friends is always good. Once I convince my PCP that I can't fly without tranquilizers (which I really can't. I'm terrified of flying), I can go visit some friends I have around the country.

Bah, I have company.

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i dont care what anyone says....if you stroke your cock long enough...you will cum. it might take a week....but it feels great!!
 
Are you talking about a solo experience or with someone? Do you have trouble with concentration in other situations? As you know, your brain is your biggest sex organ. Your innability to ejaculate is likely linked to your emotional state. Sounds like you have stress-cauing concerns. If you are masterbating and can't ejac, why nit just enjoy the play and not add stress by trying too hard? If it is with a partner, be happy with giving and receiving touch- making sure your partner has an orgasm and saving yours untill the next time? I guarantee your orgasm will be better down the road when your brain can shut off your stress source long enoug for you to ejac.
 
rainbowknight;bt18165 said:
Do you have to sell, can you try renting?

Well, it's currently being rented out. There is a second house. There is the one we live in, which my name isn't on, and the one we are renting, which I have my name on.
 
maarten w von f;bt18174 said:
Are you talking about a solo experience or with someone? Do you have trouble with concentration in other situations? As you know, your brain is your biggest sex organ. Your innability to ejaculate is likely linked to your emotional state. Sounds like you have stress-cauing concerns. If you are masterbating and can't ejac, why nit just enjoy the play and not add stress by trying too hard? If it is with a partner, be happy with giving and receiving touch- making sure your partner has an orgasm and saving yours untill the next time? I guarantee your orgasm will be better down the road when your brain can shut off your stress source long enoug for you to ejac.

OK, I'll try that. I do put pressure on myself to ejac, so I can see where that could be a problem. I'm working on the stress situations, so I'll just have to ride that out.
 

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