Okay so here's the deal I have a cousin who is not really my cousin he's my brother cousin. My brother and I have different dads... So he's not really my cousin. Anyway he sleeps with me in my room right underneath me on a day bed. Sometimes he grabs his dick alot in front of me. While other times he has lick his lips in front of me as well. I often find him playing with his hands and lips in front of me. He is stright although at im very attracted to him.... Sometimes at night I hump an play with myself and often cum too.... And I find that he turns to my attention even though I'm not sure he's watching...... I have grab his dick while he was sleeping and sumtimes I rub him softly. I often find him doing the same things I do as if he was mirroring me..... I really want to suck his dick I don't know how to go about doing it......I no hes had to feel me playing with his dick sometimes he stop me other times he don't..........not sure if I should leave it or pursue it hes also live or has been my roomate for about a year tell me wat you think.....xxx p.s I no that he gets hard at night I also sleep in boyshorts.....