I do the wrong things
I don't feel shit
I'd give anything to feel anything
The wrong attention is always pushed my way
But to feel any emotion I force myself to stay
Loathing and relishing all at the same time
I've lost all sense of who I am
I'm really losing my mind
No sense of time
Long ago giving up on hope
When it comes to life
I've dropped the soap.
I don't feel shit
I'd give anything to feel anything
The wrong attention is always pushed my way
But to feel any emotion I force myself to stay
Loathing and relishing all at the same time
I've lost all sense of who I am
I'm really losing my mind
No sense of time
Long ago giving up on hope
When it comes to life
I've dropped the soap.