I am starting this blog to write about my own experiences in realising who and what I am in relation to my sexuality. Having explored this site for a few weeks now I realise that the needs, wants and desires of its contributors and participants is wide and varied - a continuum that is fluid and viscous like us all and changes, sometimes slowly, over tine
It has taken me forty-six (46) years to get to where I am now, but I am here and still working on some aspects of my life; generally I see the glass as half full. I have long ago given up asking “why me, what is wrong with me” questions of myself. I now know I am not 'the only one', 'the freak', 'the queer' - that I was made to feel overtly and more subtly by society, religion, family, ethnicity and by living in very traditional conservative patriarchal society - as a child
I will always be indebted to sites like LPSG for giving me the opportunity to have my mind opened and my consciousness enhanced as to who and what I am. I am striving to achieve self love and self worth. it is a slow sometimes painful process but I am getting there. I am not Narcissistic or self-centred but more at ease with the inner multi-faceted me.
I hope you will allow me the opportunity to share my thoughts, musings and experiences with you. Please feel free to make comments and share your thoughts and experiences with me.
Everyone is welcome to join the blog please feel free - even if you think it is a waste of space - it will be a valued point of view.
Regards,
Anton
It has taken me forty-six (46) years to get to where I am now, but I am here and still working on some aspects of my life; generally I see the glass as half full. I have long ago given up asking “why me, what is wrong with me” questions of myself. I now know I am not 'the only one', 'the freak', 'the queer' - that I was made to feel overtly and more subtly by society, religion, family, ethnicity and by living in very traditional conservative patriarchal society - as a child
I will always be indebted to sites like LPSG for giving me the opportunity to have my mind opened and my consciousness enhanced as to who and what I am. I am striving to achieve self love and self worth. it is a slow sometimes painful process but I am getting there. I am not Narcissistic or self-centred but more at ease with the inner multi-faceted me.
I hope you will allow me the opportunity to share my thoughts, musings and experiences with you. Please feel free to make comments and share your thoughts and experiences with me.
Everyone is welcome to join the blog please feel free - even if you think it is a waste of space - it will be a valued point of view.
Regards,
Anton