Hey! Yes, you! Wellcome back!. Today's topic: "C&C: Commitment and Comunication".
I have always been distant from the idea of "long-term ties" -both personally and in this underworld. Why? Well ... I guess it makes things easier. Continually receiving new guys, one after the other, means a new experience every time. Also, I don't have to remember. Just be caring, and make it interesting, but that was all. So when I was asked to do regular stuff like: set an "appointment" to do the same guy, like 2/3/4 times a week, I used to say no. Something that many did, was contact me as "random sessions" but they wrote to me every day. If I had time, thou, I did took them
Whenever someone asked me why I didnt wanted to make "regulars" or at least only them, I replied that: "the commitment required for regular sessions was beyond what I was looking for when interacting with people here on Skype, and maybe they dont understand the overwellming effort I will have to put on this, if I was to still edge another guys."
Actually I was trying to adress the issue from an equality perspective: Why you over another mate? What would be the difference to receive you, before someone else? But dont missunderstand my point, I was not impliying them to higher their "bet" and do more, just saying what would ever make me set preferences over the guys I interact with.
That was my rule, and I love it. Of course... until I meet Him.
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Context: been playing randomly with this guy for some time. All good, great chemistry. He asked me, since the beginning to make some kind of diferent interaction, rather than a superficial tie. I gave him the standar answear. Inspite of that, he bet on me. He did keep coming back, when he felt the need to. At the end, I gave him my phone number to be more in contact, cuz I was taking a break from daily edging. I did come back to skype for him, and another randoms.
I play everyone... and maybe that's my problem. I give 10/10 guys, like u, the same amount of time that I do to 3/10 or 5/10... But I think that, at the end, anyone needs it. Plus im not always online.
1) Im dumb, in 1-1 relations. So I need more punctuality. I explain: As I sayed, i play with many... so I dont "relate" with them: Hi - Edge - Cum - Bye. I care for all, i wont be able to follow your request, to let some go, I didnt came here to rise an pure animal, im here to have a nice, and hot time with anyone that wants to share. I also understand how you feel... Ive been there. Maybe we are in this point, when you ask ¿where is all my effort going?... Maybe we can agree, from now on, that ( I ) will compromise more in our games, and find a way that suites us all.
Those "lol" when no one is laughing. That broke my heart.
Many guys came here not because they want to share something, rather to have sensations (been controlled, been guided) by an anon person or dick So, maybe I tend to lose some conection with them at some point. No one (before) asked for more deepness in the experience, just time or peridiocity.
Doesn't this melt anyone? Humanity at its finest, even in this underworld. Like a flower in the swamp, of the purest kind.
Of course we tried it: I changed, and I loved it. For months and months we had daily sessions. The last session was after Christmas in 2020.
Now we are both with busy lives, but we chat on WhatsApp and our dialogue is not reduced to sexual things. Soon we will meet again!
I have always been distant from the idea of "long-term ties" -both personally and in this underworld. Why? Well ... I guess it makes things easier. Continually receiving new guys, one after the other, means a new experience every time. Also, I don't have to remember. Just be caring, and make it interesting, but that was all. So when I was asked to do regular stuff like: set an "appointment" to do the same guy, like 2/3/4 times a week, I used to say no. Something that many did, was contact me as "random sessions" but they wrote to me every day. If I had time, thou, I did took them
Whenever someone asked me why I didnt wanted to make "regulars" or at least only them
, I replied that: "the commitment required for regular sessions was beyond what I was looking for when interacting with people here on Skype, and maybe they dont understand the overwellming effort I will have to put on this, if I was to still edge another guys." Actually I was trying to adress the issue from an equality perspective: Why you over another mate? What would be the difference to receive you, before someone else? But dont missunderstand my point, I was not impliying them to higher their "bet" and do more, just saying what would ever make me set preferences over the guys I interact with.
That was my rule, and I love it. Of course... until I meet Him.
PIPPO [JUN 2020]
Hello .EDGER [+ 3hs]
Sorry I've been off. Had a lot of college papers to present, im getting close to the end of the semester.PIPPO [+2 min]
Thats totally fine, but can u atleast respond to messages. I left you a couple messages on whatsapp but you never responded.
EDGER [+9 days]
I hate when my lack of attendance, makes me a rude person. The truth,I saw ur messege, and leave it unanswered cuz i forget. Sorry. And here... on skype i have lots of messeges daily, so it was buried. Sorry. Hope you are doing great. Im still struggling with lots of papers.PIPPO [+4min]
But if u are not interested in me, or if I am a bad performer on cam you can be honest though. Plus it looks like u have alot of subs already. So you seem very busy already with others lol.EDGER
U cant seriously believe you are a guy "not to be interested". I mean, you are one of the hottest.I play everyone... and maybe that's my problem. I give 10/10 guys, like u, the same amount of time that I do to 3/10 or 5/10... But I think that, at the end, anyone needs it. Plus im not always online.
PIPPO
Maybe you should be more selective then and spend your time with a few that you are really enjoying, not everyone lol. I like you, And would like to chat and cam with you more often. But this way we cant develop a good friendship or relationship I think.EDGER
Wow... I.. never saw it this way. im really sorry if I "let u down". I cant find words. Ehh. Im thinking many things now...1) Im dumb, in 1-1 relations. So I need more punctuality. I explain: As I sayed, i play with many... so I dont "relate" with them: Hi - Edge - Cum - Bye. I care for all, i wont be able to follow your request, to let some go, I didnt came here to rise an pure animal, im here to have a nice, and hot time with anyone that wants to share. I also understand how you feel... Ive been there. Maybe we are in this point, when you ask ¿where is all my effort going?... Maybe we can agree, from now on, that ( I ) will compromise more in our games, and find a way that suites us all.
PIPPO
Yea i didnt say u should let others go for me. But maybe dont accept more new ones for now lol. So u are not overwhelmed with so many subs and messages. Thats all lol. But yes kinda i feld like all that effort i put in our cam session was not appreciated. Was indeed kinda like: hi , edge , cum , bye. Makes me feel like a object lol.
EDGER
It can be different, maybe not perfect, but less superficial. I can change, now that i know what kind of aproach you like.Many guys came here not because they want to share something, rather to have sensations (been controlled, been guided) by an anon person or dick
So, maybe I tend to lose some conection with them at some point. No one (before) asked for more deepness in the experience, just time or peridiocity.PIPPO
You can still controll and guide me ofcourse. You will still be in charge over me during the sessions. I just mean i would like to stay in touch better. And be respected as a person, and develop a better friendship and communication. Thats all.
Of course we tried it: I changed, and I loved it. For months and months we had daily sessions. The last session was after Christmas in 2020.
Now we are both with busy lives, but we chat on WhatsApp and our dialogue is not reduced to sexual things. Soon we will meet again!
