The first time I masturbated- I am asked about it all the time.

i learned at 9 because one day when i was looking for my older brother who was 11-12, i looked under the garage door because it was locked. I looked under the door through the gap and saw my brother sitting on chair doing it. I did not know what he was doing. But I got very very stiff. Later I returned but he was gone. on the concrete there was wet clear sticky stuff. i played with it with my fingers and it made me stiff even though i thought it must be glue or something. I went to our bedroom because i had urge to look at myself nude and stiff in the mirror. So when i copied what i saw my brother do i immediately orgasmed for ages. I did not ejaculate til i was 11.

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It seems somewhat extraordinary to me that many have learned about masturbation by observing others masturbating. I wonder whether I ever experienced "dry orgasms" as explained @chrisrobin. I recall my first orgasmic release of ejaculate, but am thinking that shocking experience didn't register in my mind as an orgasmic experience. That is, I didn't know that I was "jacking-off" or masturbating. :confused:Perhaps, I had climaxed previously without ejaculating? I can't recollect the spasms and uncontrollable quivering exhaustion that accompanied my first release of fluids, though.

As I continue to masturbate daily, I'm reminded of that ultimate mind shattering experience as I lose control:blush:.
 

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