The last of my bleeding heart ...

... for now at least.

So I went to go pick my stuff after my recent break-up, and I didn't realise how tough it was going to be. I couldn't even look at her without it feeling like I was being stabbed. It's funny because I never thought I'd fall for someone so strong so quick again, never thought I'd get my heart broken in the space of only a couple of months.

Anyway, I had a load of things prepared to say and ask her, but when I got there I realised that it would all have been futile drivvle, so I kept it all to myself. She said that I was still a "great guy" and that I'd done "nothing wrong" except for having to work all the time.

If I was not liking my job before, I'm hating it now! Don't want to go in, and to top it off I have to re-interview for my own job soon due to a "Management Review and Re-structure" ... so the thing that meant we didn't/couldn't spend that much time together might not even be an issue in a couple of weeks. Figures ...

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Ok seriously... everybody has to work! It sucks for most of us and we don't get to spend time with the ones we love as much. In this economy she should have said she was glad you have a job.

Believe me it will get better. You will find someone who appreciates the fact that you work and have some type of career instead of being a scum bag.
 
I agree with submissivegirl. I hope the management re-structure goes well for you and I hope you get a better structured relationship in private too!
 
hugs and kisses to you.. went through something very similar recently.. hang in there and know you deserve better! xoxo
 

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