Thought I'd drop by...

and say hello... maybe give a bit of an update on whatever has been going on with me, which isn't much really.

I'm feeling better physically, but I still haven't been diagnosed with anything. My theory is that it's either GERD or a Hiatal Hernia. I've been doing at-home treatments for those and I feel much better. I'm still taking it easy though.

I started seeing a therapist three weeks and two days ago. I think she's awesome. I really like her. We've already started working on my panic and anxiety issues. She uses a method called EMDR? I dunno. We'll see if it works or not. :smile: But she normally charges $90 a session, and is charging me only $20 since I'm a single mom and a full time student. How fucking great is that? I love people like her... I'm going to be one someday.

School ends in a couple weeks. My last final is May 14th, and I'm looking forward to it. I'm *so* ready for school to be out for the summer! My sons karate school is offering a summer day camp, which is from 8am to 4pm Monday through Friday for the duration of summer break. It's $300, which I know sounds like a lot, but he'll be doing a couple hours of martial arts per day, plus hanging out with people his own age that he likes, playing games, watching movies... once a week they'll be going to a neighborhood pool to swim... it just seems like too good of an idea to pass up. The neighborhood we live in doesn't have a lot of children in it, and there's not really any good places to play. Skyler's karate instructor also mentioned that we could work out a payment plan for the summer break if I couldn't come up with all $300 at once, which is nice. So I think I'll be doing that. It'll give me time to relax, Skyler and I won't get tired of each other, and he'll have a blast as well. I think it's a win-win for everyone involved, 'cept for maybe my bank. :tongue:

So... I'm saving the best news for last. I've met an amazing fellow. His name is Tobias. We met on a message board back in June of last year. We talked fairly regularly for a few weeks or so, then we both just kind of stopped going to that site. I had always kinda wondered about him over the months... what he was up to, etc. I kinda had a crush on him. I started going to that site again about two months ago, and lo and behold... he started coming back again very shortly after I did. We started talking again, and I don't know... it was different. I don't know if he had changed, or if I had changed, or if it was both things at once, but we had chemistry like you wouldn't believe. I was hesitant about thinking that I could really fall for someone that hard, that quickly, and over the internet... he had never been in love before and wasn't quite sure what was going on inside of him... then one day, (April 13th to be exact) he told me he was in love with me. I felt the same way. And it's just been getting better ever since, if that's possible. He's incredible intelligent, super sweet, funny, amazingly honest, and he just has a good heart. He cares about me deeply. He's okay with the fact that I have a son. And we're in love. That's all there is to that. There are a couple downfalls, though, only one of which is really an issue... he lives on a different continent. :frown1: He's in Denmark. He's going to come out to see me sometime this summer, we haven't exactly worked out when, yet. He said that if everything works out well, he'd be willing to move here. How awesome is that? So selfless... Anyway, in the meantime, we talk for several hours a day on Skype. I can't get enough of him. He's spectacular. :smile: I love him.

So anywho... I guess that's my life in a nutshell... well, the last three weeks of my life anyway. I can't think of much else to add. How have all of YOU been? Any of you have any exciting news to share with moi?

Oh. This is my new favorite song. Check it:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=afX6VYn48KE

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Long distance love affairs can be difficult - but can also be really worth persevering with when it is right. I really, really hope this comes good for you. :smile:
 
Oh Thank God! :smile: Sounds like things are finally going your way. I am so happy you found someone who is worthy of you. :cool: I wish you both all the best. :hug:
 
Meg its so good to see you on here. Ive missed you. Its good to hear you are feeling better. Its also good to hear about this new romance. Remember love trumps over everything. Danny
 
Oh Meg! I am so happy for you! I do hope you continue to feel as wonderful about your improvements in life and your new friend as you do now. Drop back by whenever you get the notion!
 

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