That Pink Floyd song always reminds me of the time that has past and how much of it I let slip away from me. I remember when I first heard the song. I was determined that I'd not let my life go that way.
Ten years have got behind you, noone told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
So much love lost. So many jobs gone. So much time wasted. I have to fight to make sure I don't waste anymore time. I have, at this point, gotten where I'm more concerned about how the bf feels about things. I hesitate to leave him. He loves me. I have no doubts of that. I'm just not in love with him back.
My friend told me that I'm cheating. I told him that I've not had sex with anyone else. He told me what I was doing was worse. I was emotionally cheating on him. Finding support, concern and love from another person while denying it to my bf.
*sigh*
Time for a shower. Tomorrow is Friday afterall.
Ten years have got behind you, noone told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
So much love lost. So many jobs gone. So much time wasted. I have to fight to make sure I don't waste anymore time. I have, at this point, gotten where I'm more concerned about how the bf feels about things. I hesitate to leave him. He loves me. I have no doubts of that. I'm just not in love with him back.
My friend told me that I'm cheating. I told him that I've not had sex with anyone else. He told me what I was doing was worse. I was emotionally cheating on him. Finding support, concern and love from another person while denying it to my bf.
*sigh*
Time for a shower. Tomorrow is Friday afterall.