It seems that I am 'too much' all the way around.
In my quest to be a decent guy, to land the great job, the perfect wife, to land the all around gold medal of decent guys, i am too much - of everything.
It seems I am too good of guy to land the wife b/c every woman i meet is so screwed up she won't let go of her shit to rest in me and believe me.
It seems i have too much experience in TWO different fields of work that i can't be pigeon holed into ONE line of work.
It seems i am too old to be a sexual plaything to women, but not old enough to let women use me as a sexual plaything/ATM.
So it seems I am too much of absolutely nothing desirable and i am pissed off about that.
I am far more accomplished in the area of career and relationship than the people who tell me "NO".
Can the people that tell me "NO" step into any area of my life effortlessly and be good at it? NO. And these are the people telling ME no?
After having a day, a week, a few years of hearing "NO" from people that are, on a good day people I would consider helping out to be kind, i am absolutely bewildered
to find myself in a positon to have to consider catering to their bull shit.
I won't do it. It is not in my nature to kowtow to POS people. It is not in my nature to kowtow at all.
I could write several pages on this matter, but i won't. That would be just too much.
In my quest to be a decent guy, to land the great job, the perfect wife, to land the all around gold medal of decent guys, i am too much - of everything.
It seems I am too good of guy to land the wife b/c every woman i meet is so screwed up she won't let go of her shit to rest in me and believe me.
It seems i have too much experience in TWO different fields of work that i can't be pigeon holed into ONE line of work.
It seems i am too old to be a sexual plaything to women, but not old enough to let women use me as a sexual plaything/ATM.
So it seems I am too much of absolutely nothing desirable and i am pissed off about that.
I am far more accomplished in the area of career and relationship than the people who tell me "NO".
Can the people that tell me "NO" step into any area of my life effortlessly and be good at it? NO. And these are the people telling ME no?
After having a day, a week, a few years of hearing "NO" from people that are, on a good day people I would consider helping out to be kind, i am absolutely bewildered
to find myself in a positon to have to consider catering to their bull shit.
I won't do it. It is not in my nature to kowtow to POS people. It is not in my nature to kowtow at all.
I could write several pages on this matter, but i won't. That would be just too much.