Too Much

It seems that I am 'too much' all the way around.

In my quest to be a decent guy, to land the great job, the perfect wife, to land the all around gold medal of decent guys, i am too much - of everything.

It seems I am too good of guy to land the wife b/c every woman i meet is so screwed up she won't let go of her shit to rest in me and believe me.

It seems i have too much experience in TWO different fields of work that i can't be pigeon holed into ONE line of work.

It seems i am too old to be a sexual plaything to women, but not old enough to let women use me as a sexual plaything/ATM.

So it seems I am too much of absolutely nothing desirable and i am pissed off about that.

I am far more accomplished in the area of career and relationship than the people who tell me "NO".

Can the people that tell me "NO" step into any area of my life effortlessly and be good at it? NO. And these are the people telling ME no?

After having a day, a week, a few years of hearing "NO" from people that are, on a good day people I would consider helping out to be kind, i am absolutely bewildered
to find myself in a positon to have to consider catering to their bull shit.

I won't do it. It is not in my nature to kowtow to POS people. It is not in my nature to kowtow at all.

I could write several pages on this matter, but i won't. That would be just too much.

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Man, people aren't perfect. There is no perfect job. No such thing as a perfect relationship.

People have unhappy lives so we are just dealing with people with their issues...and it is no reflection on how worthy we are...or what we deserve.

Just think if people weren't so nitpicky enough with their jobs, their relationships--then you can live with each other's faults. Everyone has faults. Deal with them because the people you are with deal with your faults.

I always believe this...people may hate you for whatever reason...but those same people can admire you as well.
 
Wow. Thank you guys.
I don't know what else to say other
than thank you. I appreciate your insights.
If you were my friends, after making sure i
was all right, you would smack me upside my
noggin. lol.
well - i admire you for sharing the thoughts you think.
 
hey buddy...do not think you are not at top of your game...you just have not found the game you are best at playing..yes you are a middle age boomer...yes the competion is tough, yes you must kowtown to get ahead...but once you have found the train, enjoy the ride...it is worth the effort to buy the ticket...no matter the cost...hopefully your train will pull into station soon...keep the faith.
 
"If you were my friends, after making sure i
was all right, you would smack me upside my
noggin. lol
."--goodwood.

Dissatisfaction with one's life is not a smackable offense.
 
I think you are a great catch and you will find somebody
who is worthy of having what you have to give.
I find it is when I'm not really looking that someone just falls into my lap {or bed!}:tongue:
Stay positive! you'll see that someone will find you just as I found good ole' Mr. Ed. and my other two husbands.:rolleyes:
C.B.:saevil:
 

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