Alright I am not really new to this site I have been on it before and feel in love with it so I decided to make the plunge onto this site. But ya I felt it would be good to express myself. I feel on this site people can actually do that. But ya alright I just dont no where my mind is. In my head I am straight however I have had sex with men before. I have only hooked up with older men before the youngest probably being 45. However in my head I am the all american guy. I want to be with woman but i just get turned on by a sexy man. However once I get off that all changes and I am digusted by men. When having sex with them and i blow my load I just want to leave and I feel wrong and disgusted.
However when I have sex with woman I can never get off, like it is very hard. But when I am with men I get off very quickly. Godddddd I just wish I was normal
However when I have sex with woman I can never get off, like it is very hard. But when I am with men I get off very quickly. Godddddd I just wish I was normal
