So, things at home are...strained at best. After the rest of the stuff I found out, don't know how this is going to play out. Especially after my truck is paid off. Whatever.
The thing that's been bothering me is how horny I've been lately. I masturbated 4 times in an hour and still wasn't satisfied. I stopped there because I didn't want to have a small load when the bf wanted to play. It's like I'm 20 something again. The more I do, the worse it gets. Normally, it'd be a result of being manic, but the pills are doing well and I'm not manic at all. I'm friggin crawling the walls with how horny I am. Maybe this is how I am normally. Dunno.
Starting going to the gym...AGAIN. This time, I have a workout partner. Man, he's small. He's like 5'4" to my 6'. Probably a strong little thing. We both want to lose 15 pounds and tone, so it's good our goals are the same so we can workout the same way. I'm going to the gym in Canton instead of my home gym. Never been there before and figure I'll check it out. It's kinda late to be getting a summer body, but at least I can reduce SOME weight before it gets going good.
The current, now former, roommate just moved out this morning. The new roommate won't be here until June 1. I don't think he's going to be as interesting as the former one was. The new guy is also gay, so I'm not sure how well that really sits with me considering all that's gone on.
Well...time to go take care of some business before heading to the gym.
The thing that's been bothering me is how horny I've been lately. I masturbated 4 times in an hour and still wasn't satisfied. I stopped there because I didn't want to have a small load when the bf wanted to play. It's like I'm 20 something again. The more I do, the worse it gets. Normally, it'd be a result of being manic, but the pills are doing well and I'm not manic at all. I'm friggin crawling the walls with how horny I am. Maybe this is how I am normally. Dunno.
Starting going to the gym...AGAIN. This time, I have a workout partner. Man, he's small. He's like 5'4" to my 6'. Probably a strong little thing. We both want to lose 15 pounds and tone, so it's good our goals are the same so we can workout the same way. I'm going to the gym in Canton instead of my home gym. Never been there before and figure I'll check it out. It's kinda late to be getting a summer body, but at least I can reduce SOME weight before it gets going good.
The current, now former, roommate just moved out this morning. The new roommate won't be here until June 1. I don't think he's going to be as interesting as the former one was. The new guy is also gay, so I'm not sure how well that really sits with me considering all that's gone on.
Well...time to go take care of some business before heading to the gym.