Validation

Do you see me sexually anymore? Do you desire me?


Is it me or is it you? Is it both of us? Is it everything else? Are we to distracted to cum together?


Why is the TV always on in the spare time, and why are computers and iPads eating into the time before bed when the TV is off?


Is there nothing important to talk about? Are we avoiding conversations?


Do you care?


Am I not sexually attractive? I know I am not as hot as some of the cute YouTube or Instagram boys now that I am older, but my friends on Instagram tell me I am still hot.


Is my dick boring? I assure you plenty of guys lust after it and tell me online what your actions don’t.


Do you withhold to keep me hoping?


You used to worship me when I was new, did I wear out? Am I too sexual? Do I cut too deep?


Do I go to long still? Is it too much work? Does it just hurt too much?


Do I not do enough?


When will we communicate?


Do we need sex? Do I need sexual intimacy and validation from you? Why?


We were supposed to be working on this and here we are again, starting back at the beginning.


Am I so wrong having sexual desires and urges?


I am not going to be bottling up my feelings as much, I am not scared of confrontation. We have to work through these things if I am to feel valued and recognized.

Comments

Hey...I sincerely hope this is simple ruminating and not a current issue. You seem entirely too incredible a man in so many ways to be experiencing this dissonance in a relationship. Just wanted to check in and give my two cents (sometimes feels like it's worth that:p).
Hope you're having a better day than your blog entry denotes:blush:
 
@Randydandy I appreciate that my friend, I am working through these issues and the blog is going to get a whole lot more messy soon as I revisit the past, but I am hoping it ends up helping others as well as myself to organize all these feelings and issues.

It’s also another form of trying to share myself with you guys so you can understand who I am and why I am better. It’s ambitious but it’s going to be a work in progress.
 

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