Wanting to come back

Christine (the girl i told to leave) texted me wanting to meet with us again.

she quit drinking i guess, which i didn't allow her to do while she was here.
i limited her to 2 shots...as opposed to her 6.

well she quit all together...and wants to use my styles and bdsm to ween her off.

i assume this is the "taking the edges" off part.

she says she wants more than that and has been heavily soul searching to do polyfidelity right.

she said we were the only couple she would want like that, as in for real...not saying other couples are not hot.

now the other thing...
NumberNine/zombiegirl posted some new blogs referring to missing us.
this confuses me, she says she longs for what she once had,something beautiful and true lost again, from my self pity,or something like that.

this jupiter venus conjunction is waking people up! : )

i am anxiously nervously happy.
i can feel a weight has been lifted and people are ready to be as authentic and honest as we need to be.in order to have our love be true...whether it is family,romance,sexual,or just friends.

it has to be real or it is just going to poison itself.

i will post some pics of the rope i do today
with christine...it has been awhile. : )

Comments

Well I hope you are very firm about your ground rules, Sweetheart and be prepared to back them up with consequences.

Yes, sometimes it takes a little time in out in the wilderness to realize how good you had it.

If you think you are going to be able to maintain control of the situation and she's going to toe the line I'd ease her in gradually.
At the first hint of bad behavior I'd be cutting her loose.
 
she was very very lucid.

she said since she left things hit her one by one.
she saw everything i was talking about in other people
and then began to see it in herself.

that was what got her to see her booze was a mask.

she said she missed us and wanted to form a unit for good.
she enjoys being submissive to me and only me.
i guess she would usually want to be the dom.

she behaved perfectly and was honest and did not play games.

i agree first sign of bad behavior and i will send her away.

it felt good to see her witnessing the spirit of my life though.
it feels pretty, like i helped in a deep way.

from being a massage therapist, to this.
so weird. : )
 

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