and no, i refuse to go back to my angsty livejournal style either....
ive grown alot in the past two years. im pretty proud of my progress...
im also spacy as fuck which is why i never can really keep on top of the blogging scene.....
but hey, i guess i could make it my own personal style.
one thing that is on my mind is my bloodlust... i dont cut for emo purposes... ive grown beyond this.... i cut to see blood, because blood is very beautiful to me....
my current boyfriend has major problems with this.... and i long for a blood play partner... but since im in a monogamous relationship, i feel i cant do that to baby... well that is... get a blood play partner....
if i get sexual pleasure from something with someone other than my boyfriend that would constitute as cheating, aye?
in anycase... ill leave i at that for my first post... leave people wantin more i guess...
hell, what am i talking about...
ive grown alot in the past two years. im pretty proud of my progress...
im also spacy as fuck which is why i never can really keep on top of the blogging scene.....
but hey, i guess i could make it my own personal style.
one thing that is on my mind is my bloodlust... i dont cut for emo purposes... ive grown beyond this.... i cut to see blood, because blood is very beautiful to me....
my current boyfriend has major problems with this.... and i long for a blood play partner... but since im in a monogamous relationship, i feel i cant do that to baby... well that is... get a blood play partner....
if i get sexual pleasure from something with someone other than my boyfriend that would constitute as cheating, aye?
in anycase... ill leave i at that for my first post... leave people wantin more i guess...
hell, what am i talking about...