i am sitting here in a public wifi cafe like 400 yards from my house, while i wait for a call caying it's ok to return to my own home cause my ex is done taking her shit. in 6 years i never once even raised my voice to that bitch, the only time i ever used any real force at all was simple take downs to restrain her when she freaked out on me and started hitting. but here i sit in my truck like ann fucking frank waiting for the soilders to runn off so i can come out. i couldn't do a cop's job in a million years... 99% of your time wasted babysitting idiots who's mothers didn't raise them worth a damn. why can't people shoot out their problems or god forbid talk em out (he said as he recalls some of his OWN remarks and actions over the past 4 days)... ok shooting works better, but in any event, how the hell do these things go from status quo to THIS..... 5 days ago we are talking about how its no ones fault we will always be friends and 8 fucking hours later, her uncle who molested her at 5 and made her the gem she is, now wants to fight me in my drive way for what reason i have no clue to this day... i have not spoken to her in 4 days... and i know why we were splitting up but all this shit is a full on donald trump's fame mystery ... but here i sit, waiting for my mobile to buzz so i can be cleard to go back to my own god damn house....... what a day