Its been a hard week! I have done my tour around the world and I find we all want to be accepted. I post my blogs as my thoughts my feelings and emotions if you want to keep reading please do so if not now is the time to click the button!! I have Been love once in my life only once! No, it was not to my husband. However, I now know truly know what it is. So I ask is it the sexual satifaction we all seek? I think not. I believe it is the deepest touch of a persons soul. If you dare to let someone.. Can you take the risk. We all say we want love but do we? Can we speak the truth the honest truth or are we afraid. Often people ask for the truth seldom do they want to hear it. How many times have we sat down and told someone this is what would make me happy, this is what will make me feel loved. It is not if the person loves but can they provide the support to make us feel loved and will we take on the responsibility to hold anothers heart. The most precious thing they own. Will we with strength and faith with knowledge give them the knowlede to provide or do we allow them to stumble around in the dark to find what makes us happy and ignore thier frustrations until the would be relationship falls apart? Then we ask what went wrong. We are all so caught up in the now and the self that we forget the "there after" time IS like and hour glass stuck to a table. I challenge each of you to look at who you are can you tell someone what makes you happy what makes you feel loved, or am i so afraid. Fear makes us do things and accept things of the now so we dont have to look at the "after or the later" Do we try to develope ourselves to be deserving of the honor to hold such a precious gift as the heart of another. I see such beautiful people on this site and I ask these questions. They may always remain questions but i am open to your opionion if you dare to express! To answer the obvious question no I have not been hurt recently. I just like to think.