To my surprise, I've had 12 incident-free days in this (fuck-buddy-imposed) 21-day embargo on my sex life. She's given me nothing since the start of the month, and I have to say that I feel better for it. When she said this was what she was planning, I thought she was kidding. Then I realised she wasn't. The question of "what's in it for me?" was broached.
Smiling coyly, she kissed me. "Hotel room for the weekend and my 3L kit. I'll even throw in a surprise or two, given the occasion."
Hmm, almost worth it. I don't think she expected me to agree.
"OK, you're on, but it has to be mutual. Ground rules."
We lay beside one another and listed the stuff off limits and the stuff that wasn't. We've both made serious concessions. Well, to "change down" from three times a week to nadda is HUGE for us. I thought at the halfway point I might be showing signs of faltering, but no. Well, I NEARLY relented yesterday when I discovered there had been three incredibly cruel twists of the knife, BUT I triumphed over it and now I have that to look forward to also.
Saturday week will be ... interesting on a host of fronts.
Smiling coyly, she kissed me. "Hotel room for the weekend and my 3L kit. I'll even throw in a surprise or two, given the occasion."
Hmm, almost worth it. I don't think she expected me to agree.
"OK, you're on, but it has to be mutual. Ground rules."
We lay beside one another and listed the stuff off limits and the stuff that wasn't. We've both made serious concessions. Well, to "change down" from three times a week to nadda is HUGE for us. I thought at the halfway point I might be showing signs of faltering, but no. Well, I NEARLY relented yesterday when I discovered there had been three incredibly cruel twists of the knife, BUT I triumphed over it and now I have that to look forward to also.
Saturday week will be ... interesting on a host of fronts.