Fantasies can make an imagined situation seem as though it would be desirable if it was a reality. I'm intrigued by how some guys fantasize about having a dramatically oversized penis, a penis so large as to not be able to perform the function of sexual intercourse. There are guys who inject saline or silicone under the skin to grossly enlarge (and deform) their genitalia. I don't know of any guy doing that around where I live. I have been asked if my penis, and scrotum size was due to implants, and I was asked if my bulging was, quote: "due to tumors or, like, actual body parts?" unquote.
What do those guys say when they are asked about the massive bulge in their crotch?
What I get asked about my actual oversized genitalia is:
"Dude! Is that really your dick doing that?!"
"Is that how big your junk is?"
"Dude, is that just your junk in there?!"
"What made your genitals get that big?"
"That can't be real, is that a prosthetic or something?"
"Did a hormone disorder make your junk get that big?"
"Can you have sex with that thing being that size?"
and other such questions, all while the guy questioning me is pointing at my crotch bulge.
I must have heard every slang word for penis and scrotum and male genitals there is.
I get stopped by the police who say they are checking people for drugs and ask me to open my pants. I pull my underwear open and show them what's causing the bulge. In the words of one cop, "Christ! It really is his penis!"
I know the feeling of 'Being stuck with it forever.' One day, when I was 19 I was in a store. (I'm young looking for my age). Two older lady store clerks didn't realize I could hear them, and had noticed them looking at me (and my crotch), when they commented to each other, "Oh, that poor young man! He's going to be like that for the rest of his life. He's going to have that for the rest of his life." "What would cause that to happen?" "Will he be able to find someone to marry him-like that? How can he father children - with that?" I think she was referring to having sex.
People comment about how I walk 'funny' because my genitalia interferes with my leg movement. Teenagers in the mall mock me by following me, close behind, waddling to imitate how I walk.
By the time I was eighteen I was so overwhelmed with the issue of people's reactions and comments about my gigantic genitalia that I became despondent and attempted suicide. Even before I was old enough to legally have sex, women of many different ages, as well as female classmates were telling me that I'll never be able to find a woman who would want, or be able, to have sex with me and my severely oversized penis.
Fantasy and reality don't mix.