Hey, everybody. I'm new to this site but I registered recently because, even though I've only been with women and have always considered myself to be heterosexual, lately I've developed a sense of personal pleasure involving men with big cocks. Over the last decade or so I've watched a lot of porn and viewing pornography is one of my favorite things to do in my free time (I usually watch for an hour or two each day). In particular I've developed an obsession with specific male pornstars who have really big, thick, and beautiful cocks. My very favorite male performer is Mark Ashley - he has the most gorgeous cock of all the male performers I've ever seen and over the last few months I've become increasingly turned on by the thought of wishing I could suck his cock. I've collected almost all of the scenes that he has performed in and I like to edit them down to the parts of the scene where the starlets are giving him a blowjob so that I can fixate on Mark Ashley's cock and imagine that it's me giving him head. In addition, I've also come up with another fantasy in which I'm sucking my four favorite porn cocks (Mark Ashley, Peter North, Chris Charming, and Jack Napier) through four glory holes in one room. I'm still VERY into women and am sexually active with them but this whole thing with fantasizing about sucking cock is a new thing for me that I enjoy in private. I'm curious to hear the thoughts of the guys and gals on this site regarding my fantasies - particularly from those who can identify with where I'm coming from. Please let me know what you think... thanks!