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Why hello there, my name is X and like the title says I'm learning to start over with this new chapter in my life.
I just had a birthday and it was my first birthday without family or friends around. I've been living as a 24/7/365 caregiver for the last 5 years and that job has ended. So now I need to learn how to live for myself again.
I've always been drawn to massive cocks and I was a member here ages ago but that account was lost to time. I'm definitely not a size queen because bigger dicks both frighten and arouse me. I think the term is scaroused.
I'm up for making new friends and learning healthy patterns from other men.
I don't have very many men in my life that I can talk to because I live in the remote wilderness of NW Ontario. I can literally go months without seeing another human and it was alright when I had my mom to look after and now being out here alone feels weird.
I inherited alot of land and classic/antique vehicles (parked in the bush and left) so this year I have to do an inventory of everything I now own and figure out what I'm doing with everything.
I haven't been with anyone sexually in over a decade (kind of fucked, huh). First there was school, then I was working constantly, I broke my back at work and then I was a caregiver.
Now my life needs to be the Xolah show instead of me putting myself on the backburner. Here's to meeting new folks and talking about all sorts of naughty things.
I'm a huge fan of muscle bears and big dick but the thought of finding a big gay muscle bear with a mammoth cock in the wild scares the fuck out of me.
I just thought of adding "str8 acting" in this blurb but fuck that. I'm just me and I don't feel the word 'act' applies. I live my life and do what I do and don't put on an act for anyone.
I just had a birthday and it was my first birthday without family or friends around. I've been living as a 24/7/365 caregiver for the last 5 years and that job has ended. So now I need to learn how to live for myself again.
I've always been drawn to massive cocks and I was a member here ages ago but that account was lost to time. I'm definitely not a size queen because bigger dicks both frighten and arouse me. I think the term is scaroused.
I'm up for making new friends and learning healthy patterns from other men.
I don't have very many men in my life that I can talk to because I live in the remote wilderness of NW Ontario. I can literally go months without seeing another human and it was alright when I had my mom to look after and now being out here alone feels weird.
I inherited alot of land and classic/antique vehicles (parked in the bush and left) so this year I have to do an inventory of everything I now own and figure out what I'm doing with everything.
I haven't been with anyone sexually in over a decade (kind of fucked, huh). First there was school, then I was working constantly, I broke my back at work and then I was a caregiver.
Now my life needs to be the Xolah show instead of me putting myself on the backburner. Here's to meeting new folks and talking about all sorts of naughty things.
I'm a huge fan of muscle bears and big dick but the thought of finding a big gay muscle bear with a mammoth cock in the wild scares the fuck out of me.
I just thought of adding "str8 acting" in this blurb but fuck that. I'm just me and I don't feel the word 'act' applies. I live my life and do what I do and don't put on an act for anyone.