HELLO EVERYONE!
I just stumbled upon this site while I was looking at porn and saw an article about the man with the biggest penis refusing to do porn (falcon) and was like weird wtf. Anyway this board came up.
I am 100% straight 0% gay. Formerly a heavy drinker (Now abstinent for life). You could get me blacked out drunk, IV me meth, give me hypothetical "new MDMA" with the best looking guy on earth and I wouldn't be tempted. Even my subconscious (the former blacked out self) would rebel against the thought. I am writing this emphatically not as a "defense mechanism" or whatever label some of ya'll might be tempted to put on it, but just because of the comment that "If you are on a site like this you can't be 100% straight." Yes, you can.
I am always seeking new knowledge and to expand my horizons. I find it interesting to look at data that challenges my conceptions of the world, whether it be on the origin of life, religion (AA has opened me up), sexuality, politics, psychotropic/optimal wellness or ways to make money.
I have known I was ADHD for a long time (I'll get back to the point, hang on) but finally, FINALLY was given a prescription to fix it. It is like a whole new world has opened up to me mentally now that I feel like I am in the beginnings of having better control of my thoughts and actions (day 2 of medicine so it is more like training wheels on a bike). Just another example of expanding my mind. I try not to settle for the status quo and assume things are not different or cannot be better.
I had some interesting sexual experiences with couples, but hell, neither us nor the other couple were even open to the idea of same room sex - WHILE DRUNK. Me and the Ex both got jealous of each other. The guy apparently had a bigger penis and I wasn't all that into the girl. I wanted to cut off contact and go to another couple and she wouldn't do it.
Next couple it was the opposite. The guy was somewhat out of shape (not terrible or anything) and apparently had a small penis: she wasn't into it. The girl was pretty decent (not run off with amazing or anything) and we were into each other. Guess what comes next?
- you got it. She was still talking to the dude and cheated on me with him. I threatened to leave and she cut it off. Then I cheated on her with the girl i liked, ditto happened.
I ended up breaking up with her after 3 years. I am in a happy 1 year relationship and she is back with that SAME guy...lol. Ironically I saw his junk and realized it really wasn't all that. I was expecting some kind of massive horse-God cock.
So why am I here? This site is F'ing interesting! I would have never guessed there were THIS many different views of sexuality. I thought it was 3 flavors: gay, straight, and Bi. All of this "jerk buddy" stuff and "maybe if everything is right, sure I'll let him RAM me in the good ol' prostate!"....WOW! I mean no offense, to each his own. I am into gay marriage, in my younger days (still in my 20's) I might have even been into a random orgy of guys and girls. But a gangbang of 1 girl porn style? NO! Double Penetration where my dick is 2 inches from the next dick? NO! If I guy at the orgy accidently bumped my penis I would expect a "sorry bro" and to move on. Any aggressive contact would be met with equally resistant conduct on my part. Not excessive, just a firm "hell no, I see where you stand now, good for you, go on now!"
I'll probably check in occasionally. Who couldn't use an extra 1" on their Penis? Maybe I'll check out that forum. I won't subscribe, thumbnails are enough for me. The penis thread was interesting, just seeing what people call small, average, big, huge, UNIVERSE penis, etc. We all could use some reassurance from time to time if we aren't Mandingo and we are in a committed relationship. My GF does a great job...but not as good of a job as these pics. Just reminds me I am comfortable where I am.
And again, very interesting board, I just think some of you might get a little too "small world minded" if you spend TOO much time here. I now will assume nothing on the diversity of human sexuality - please do the same for myself and others.
P.S. - milkymilk doesn't mean anything. I came up with it in 2 seconds. My names are very random on boards I don't want to put up something resembling a real name.
EDIT: I want to repost this as its own thread as well to introduce myself. I hope that is okay