I haven't had "penetrative" sex in a long while, just lots of oral sex. I am a bit paranoid about this. I fear that once I get back to penetrative sex, I am going to forget how different the experience is and blow my load too early. Here's the funny thing, though--twice lately while having oral sex I haven't even gotten to get MYSELF off from the self-serve "money shot" finish of oral sex. This happened with two different partners! This gives me the impression that my penis is much less sensitive to touch than it used to be. I think the awkward and uncomfortable environments is was caused me to not be able to cum. Anyway, this isn't the same case as having "penetrative" sex, correct? There is a difference between my hand jacking myself off with her spit as opposed to continuous pumping of a warm vagina when it comes to sensitivity, right? I'm not sure what to think or how to prepare myself. It's been too long!