Well, I have NEVER admited liking this fantasy (or in my case reality) to ANYONE, until I found this site. My first sexual experience (besides childish exploring) was when I was about 10. I talked about it briefly in my intro. My parents, being the idiots they were, let a 16 yo male babysit me. Well, my first 'kinda' sex, was with him and I feel guilty because I still to this day get off on it and feel so bad that I enjoyed it! I remember him 'tucking' me in at night and one night, he had me take my panties off and I was afraid not to do what he told me. He proceeded then to touch me over my puss, fuck, I was 10, and ate me out! I had an orgasm and didn't know what the hell it was but I wanted more! Then he rubbed his cock on me, over me, but never put it in and I friggin loved it! Then he came all over me. I used to LOVE this babysitter and we always did stuff when he came over but he never actually put it in. Then, one sad day he found a girlfriend his age and that was the end of me. I feel like a friggin pervert that I think about this during foreplay/sex and get hornier than hell. Anyone else a prob like this?