A Lil 'Bout Me ...&... My First Male/Male Experience

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  1. Xavyon

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    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]This is a story I wrote about my first male/male experience. Thought somebody might find it interesting.


    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]Subject: A Lil 'Bout Me ...&... My First Male/Male Experience - Part 1[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]My name is Xavyon (& yes, that is my real name) & I am bisexual in the[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]truest sense of the word. [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]I am [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]equally attracted to men as I am to women [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif](and vice versa); I get equally [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]aroused by women as I do men (and vice [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]versa); and my dick is no less [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]hard when I'm fuckin' a woman than when [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]I'm fuckin' a man. [/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]My [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]first time happened when I was only 16 [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]y/o (I'm now 30 y/o). [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]Before [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]this first incident I honestly never gave [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]any thought to other guys or realized[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]any real attraction to other [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]guys...I knew when another guy looked good or [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]didn't, but that was about [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]the extent of it & didn't really matter to me one [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]way or the other. My [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]sister, twin brother & I were visiting my aunt & [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]counsins for the [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]summer. We were all pretty close & were havin' a fantastic [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]time that [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]summer. Of the cousins we were staying with there 2 boys, so my [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]sister [/FONT][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]slept in the bedroom with my aunt, my brother slept in the room with the[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]older cousin (if memory serves, I think he was around 18 or 19 y/o at the[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]time) and I slept in the room with the younger cousin (he was 15 y/o at[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]the time). I'll spare you the remaining boring details. One night after[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]a particularly busy & exhausting (albeit fun) day I was really tired &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]decided to sack out kinda early...tho that was about 10:30, it was still[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]really early compared to how late we had been staying up. That night I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]was having a particularly strong erotic dream & while I can't remember[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]the details of the dream I remember feeling like the dream was so real &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]I could actually physically feel what was going on in my dream. I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]somehow intellectually knew that this was merely a dream, but couldn't[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]believe how real it felt & I was literally going out of my mind with how[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]good I was feeling. At some point in the dream I came out of the dream[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]as I was waking up and suddenly I realized that though I was now awake &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]the dream was over I was still feeling the same sensations. I opened my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]eyes and looked down to discover my cousin sucking my dick. I went[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]through a myriad of emotions at that moment...I was amazed, stunned,[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]angry, turned-on, confused, etc., etc., etc. But amidst all those[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]emotions I couldn't deny that this felt really good, so I didn't stop him[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]& pretended to be still asleep. I was no virgin at this time, but my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]cousin was giving me the best blow job I had ever had up to that point. [/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]I came so hard & so strong that it literally hurt so good (if you know[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]what I mean). After that I made it no secret that I knew what had just[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]transpired & I went immediately macho & went off on him. I asked him why[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]he violated me like that & what gave him any indication that I would want[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]him to do that to me. He explained that he had struggled practically[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]every night & fought hard to keep from bothering me, but he couldn't take[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]it any longer. I made it a practice (& still do) to sleep in only my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]underwear & he said that he just couldn't take it seeing me asleep in my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]underwear with my dick print so evident in my drawers. You see (and I'm[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]not bragging), I've always been well endowed and hiding my dick print has[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]always been difficult for me (I'm just not a show-off) so needless to say[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]it was very well pronounced in my underwear. When I asked him why now,[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]he explained that it was even more difficult because I was already hard &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]the head of my dick was peaking out through the top band of my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]underwear...so he said he went for broke & decided to suck me off & would[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]just deal with whatever consequences came. Well, I told him (despite how[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]good this felt to me) that I didn't appreciate him doing that to me &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]that he should never do it again.[/FONT]
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  2. Xavyon

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    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif][FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]Subject: A Lil 'Bout Me ...&... My First Male/Male Experience - Part 2[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]After that initial incident, feeling like my manhood had been breached[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]and having to prove my machismo I literally dogged my cousin out. I beat[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]him up once, served him major shade & acted like I was really disgusted[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]with him...all basically to no avail because I kept thinking about how[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]good that blow job felt. A couple of weeks after the inital dick[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]sucking, again he started sucking my dick while I slept...well, I wasn't[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]actually fully asleep. As I was falling asleep I felt him start to rub[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]on my dick through my underwear, this immediately woke me up, but I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]pretended to remain asleep. I would never have admitted it to anyone at[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]the time but I was really hoping that he would suck me off again. He[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]rubbed until he got me good & hard...I got so hard I could have chipped[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]diamonds with it. I could literally feel the pre-cum on the tip of my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]dick & a drip or two drop onto my stomach. I was so fuckin' turned on &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]I couldn't believe myself & didn't know how to explain it to me, but I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]knew I was wanting this to happen. Finally, he eased my underwear down[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]from over my dick and he started licking the length of my shaft and[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]around the head of my dick and tonguing the tip of my dick and into my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]pee slit. Then I went into utter ecstasy as I felt his warm mouth engulf[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]my dick. I was so happy I didn't know what to do. He sucked my dick[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]like a professional...I never wanted that moment to end because I loved[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]for my dick to feel that good. He sucked & sucked until I started to[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]moan & finally I grabbed his head & pushed him down on me & began to move[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]rhymically with his sucking. He couldn't quite totally deep throat me,[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]but he gave it the good ole college try which felt damn good to me. I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]was systematically going out of my mind. Finally I felt my balls fill up[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]and I came again really hard...not as hard as the first time, but nearly[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]as hard. This time I didn't get one drop of cum on me because my cousin[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]swallowed it all...now that drove me even crazier. After this was over[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]this time, even though it was painfully clear that I was awake & totally[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]aware of all that just happened, I sheepishly went back to pretending I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]was asleep (I know that was tired & I should have known better, but[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]didn't know what else to do). My cousin went along with the game & just[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]rolled over & went to sleep. Even after this I continued to give him a[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]hard time.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]Well, about 3 or 4 nights after that I was horny again and wanted another[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]good dick sucking, but I didn't want to come out & ask. So, that night I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]purposely went to bed before him totally naked...that's right fellaz no[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]underwear to block the view. I made sure I was good & hard by the time[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]he came to bed by using my thoughts, imagination & occasionally touching[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]and lightly rubbing my dick. By the time he came to bed & threw back the[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]covers he saw me laying there naked (awake, but again pretending sleep)[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]he went straight for it...grabbed my dick in his hands & just started[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]sucking my dick for dear life. Again, I was in heaven. I couldn't[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]believe I had gone to such lengths to get a blow job from a guy (& my[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]cousin no less). He sucked me 'til I got off.[/FONT]
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  3. Xavyon

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    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]Subject: A Lil 'Bout Me ...&... My First Male/Male Experience - Part 3[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]After a couple more sessions like this he finally confronted me with the[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]fact that I was now desiring his blow jobs. Try as I might to remain[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]macho & non-committal he very aptly got me to admit that I was enjoying[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]his mouth on my dick. Without threatening to out me, he finally got me[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]to stop treating him bad & we grew to be very close that summer. As a[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]matter of fact, by the end of the summer I had graduated from getting[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]head from him to fucking him in the ass. I fucked him 4 times before I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]went back home that summer. He loved for me to fuck him as much as I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]loved fucking him. That was pretty much the extent of our[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]encounters...he would suck me & I would fuck him. I had a really happy[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]dick that summer. Many years would pass before I finally sucked dick for[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]the first time (and loved it...in fact I love oral sex with men &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]women...& damn good at both, even if I say so myself) and to this day I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]have never been fucked (almost tried it once, but I just couldn't go[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]through with it...I guess that just isn't for me). I, in fact, sucked a[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]dick before I kissed a guy for the first time (backwards, I know) now I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]love kissing guys and girls. That one summer was the only sexual contact[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]I had with my cousin. It was great but I had to remind myself that he[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]was family...plus he never pursued me again & I never pursued him. We[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]still see each other occasionally & he's living life as a gay man & I am[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]bisexual. When we see each other now we never discuss those days, but I[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]think we both hold fond memories of it. He is very popular & has a great[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]deal of public exposure (I won't say in what arena so as to not give any[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]clues), but I would dare not out him & share a private portion of his[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]life on a public forum like this without his permission, but if I told[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]you who he was I believe everybody here would know who I'm talking about[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif](I only share that to add intrigue to my account...but it is true).[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]It would be several years later before I had another sexual experience[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]with a man...I had one incident while drunk at age 18 (but I don't count[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]that because I was drunk) the guy just sucked my dick...but I was 25 y/o[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]before I started having more consistent encounters with men & I was 28[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]y/o before I would finally admit to being bisexual. I still love women &[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]enjoy pussy, but I can't deny that I do love men & enjoy dick & ass.[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]I've never had a long term relationship with a man, but am just now[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]coming open to having one (but still unsure if I could do that without[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]having a woman). In a perfect world I would hope to find a bisexual[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]woman & a bisexual man & be committed to both of them...like havin' a[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]girlfriend & a boyfriend committed to each other & their respective[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]girlfriend & boyfriend committed to each other (is that too much of a far[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]out concept?) Well, there's my sex life in a nut-shell...hope it wasn't[/FONT]
    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]too boring & hope somebody enjoyed it.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Tahoma,sans-serif]Peace...![/FONT]
     
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    I enjoyed the story!
     
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    Yeah, me too, but you shouldn't have alluded to your cousin's fame without telling us who he is... now all of us want to know!
     
  6. Xavyon

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    Sorry. Just thought it added intrigue 2 the story.
     
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    Interesting experience, sometimes I wish a similar thing would happen to me.

    Ditto about the famous person clue, although if that's your real name in your signature then I can venture one guess.
     
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    I'm taken aback....Perfectly written and enticing....I have to admit, I got a chubby half way through reading all this.

    I also encoutered male sex at an early age, thought with a friend, not a relative....We still see each other socially all the time today. We have never spoken of our "bonding" but we can see it in each others eyes.

    It was all innocent fun and very rewarding.

    Nice piece of writing...
     
  9. Xavyon

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    Thanks man...! Now I very rarely see my cousin, but when we do there is never any mention of that summer. I like it that way, but often wonder what he thinks 'bout that summer. Oh well, I guess that's the way it goes.
     
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    good story, but it reads like any other erotic story you would read on a website like Literotica.com.
     
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    When I orignally wrote this, which was quite a while ago, I was going 4 erotic.
     
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    I know , I know. Sean hayes
     
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    No...not so much. I'm assuming this guess was a joke...since I'm African-American there is a high probability that my cousin would also be African-American.
     
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    that was pretty hot...i have a hard on now...lol
     
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    Thx...! :smile:
     
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    Ditto! :redface:
     
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