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A man who I have spent the vast majority of my adult life with passed away in the wee hours of Sunday morning. My partner of 15 years, my friend, my travel companion and everything else in between is gone.
Sexually we had stopped being compatible and did fool around with others, however we loved each other and going through the thousands of photos of the past 15 years I can see that. Multiple breathing complications, an infection, topped off with a flu shot when he had an infection caused him to get really sick really fast. He did not want to go to the hospital and his request has always been for the past 12 years was to die at home with the person he loved most.
His family were always nasty to him and I really wish they weren't a part of this process but they are. They are vicious and jealous and I really wish they knew how much he really did love them, regardless of how nasty they were to him.
Being so close to Christmas brings me into a different kind of depressed funk. Between friends at church and my cat I am slowly getting through this. Building a relationship with someone for 15 years and then all of a sudden they pass away is really really not easy. I did love him and I still do. I needed to express what was going on. The end of a beautiful relationship through death is definitely not an easy thing
Sexually we had stopped being compatible and did fool around with others, however we loved each other and going through the thousands of photos of the past 15 years I can see that. Multiple breathing complications, an infection, topped off with a flu shot when he had an infection caused him to get really sick really fast. He did not want to go to the hospital and his request has always been for the past 12 years was to die at home with the person he loved most.
His family were always nasty to him and I really wish they weren't a part of this process but they are. They are vicious and jealous and I really wish they knew how much he really did love them, regardless of how nasty they were to him.
Being so close to Christmas brings me into a different kind of depressed funk. Between friends at church and my cat I am slowly getting through this. Building a relationship with someone for 15 years and then all of a sudden they pass away is really really not easy. I did love him and I still do. I needed to express what was going on. The end of a beautiful relationship through death is definitely not an easy thing