here are my problems. did gay stuff in high school and it was so-so. anyway, years later i'm here wishing i had done more, except now the guys who i did stuff with who i still want to do things with don't want to do anything gay anymore (i don't necessarily believe that but that's what i've been told). i was talking to some dude on craig's list for awhile who seemed like a great catch (19, buff, huge dick) but i'm not so sure about it, because a)i dont want to run into some creepy dude(i didn't meet this guy) and b)i don't want the whole world knowing i'm gay. i know, its horrible, any suggestions? its really annoying because i want to try some more gay stuff with a hard catch-eg somebody who's JUST or close enough like me: good looking, huge cock, and wants to experiment.