I am sure this thread has probably been posted before and Im sorry if it has. I was thinking back today about my early teens and some of the stuff I did. I was thinking of all the fun times I have had and some of the stuff I have got to do that maybe others have not. Then I remembered something that happened that I wish never would have. I will not speak of it because I really do not want to. All I will say is that it was not my fault and it makes me half sick to think about. So I guess my question is, do you have a suppressed memory of your younger years that you forget about but when you remember it for whatever reason it is all you can think about? That is how it is for me. I understand and accept the fact that it is the past and it made me who I am today but it still just .upsets me I guess is the only way to put it. It dose not really make me mad because whats the point in being mad at the past? That will not change it. But I will never forget it or be happy with it. Im sorry if that dose not make sense but it is the only way I can think of to type it. And Im sorry if my grammar is bad. Not my strong point as most of you know.