I hope he's doing well. 15 years ago, I was lusting over a neighbor whose eyes is very similar to his. So imagine my happiness the first time I saw his Young Gods in Heat vid with Robert VanDamme in xvideos. I was in heaven.
A big muscle guy who looks just like my crush, on his knees, then eventually his legs up in the air. I cant recall how many times I jerked off to that vid.