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So long story, but I’ll try to condense. I hit my 40’s during covid in a practically sexless marriage to a woman I still love. We have kids and a generally amazing life. I’ve know I was bisexual for years and the wife has some idea but No formal confirmation.
My wife has barely touched my dick our entire relationship. Only lets me to fuck her. So I’ve never had oral sex. I finally broke and got head from a random dude. It was amazing. Thought I caught an sti got tested a billions times and finally went to a shrink.
What I realized is I can’t live a sexless life anymore. I’m going crazy, I’ve been drunkenly hitting on everyone. No longer being careful about anything and I’m heading for disaster.
my question is, do I stay with my wife and get side action secretly or try being honest and accept if this ends in divorce. I have a hard time thinking sex is worth me tearing my family apart but I don’t know what else to do. I know for a fact sex with my wife will not improve.
My wife has barely touched my dick our entire relationship. Only lets me to fuck her. So I’ve never had oral sex. I finally broke and got head from a random dude. It was amazing. Thought I caught an sti got tested a billions times and finally went to a shrink.
What I realized is I can’t live a sexless life anymore. I’m going crazy, I’ve been drunkenly hitting on everyone. No longer being careful about anything and I’m heading for disaster.
my question is, do I stay with my wife and get side action secretly or try being honest and accept if this ends in divorce. I have a hard time thinking sex is worth me tearing my family apart but I don’t know what else to do. I know for a fact sex with my wife will not improve.