I used to suck my friend(married with kids) and that went on for a few years. Things stopped about 5/6 years ago(he said he didn't need it). We are also neighbors. So, 2 days ago he asks me over to help with something(very common). I see him in bed playing on his phone(very common). I decide to lay next to him(I was super sleepy) and put my arm around his chest. He just says, "oh that gay thing has not gone away?", I respond "Nope" and for a few seconds I pass my hand over his dick before putting it back on his chest. He says "go for it", I undo his belt and he takes off his pants. While I was sucking him, I start playing with his hole and stick one of my fingers. He said "that hurts" and a few minutes later he's was done. I go back and lay next to him. In the past he would always put his pants back up, right after. This time he didn't and 5 minutes later I go down and start again. He just says "you are wasting your time, it will not get up." Less than a minute later he was super hard(more than before). I was playing with his hole when I asked if I could lick it. He says "ok". He then says to take mine out(never happened before). Then I start rubbing my dick around his hole. He says "don't put it in" and I replied "I'm not". When I start making attempts to get it in. He didn't stop me, so I kept putting spit on my dick to see if that helped. Since that was not working, I asked him to lift his back to place a pillow under, to get a better angle. Later I placed his legs over my shoulders and kept trying. After 10-15 minutes, I gave up and went back to sucking him. After he was done he said "Happy Valentines". I go back to my apt. An hour or two later he calls and asks if I was angry. I said "no" and we start talking about random stuff.
The following day we act like nothing happened. (I had to jerkoff three times as I couldn't stop thinking about fucking him)
Today, I go into his place (he was in bed, playing on his phone). Lay next to him, and a minute later he gets up and says he has to get ready for work. We talked for an hour and then he leaves. Later he brings food(normal thing) and we talk a bit more. He says he's sleepy and I go back to my apt.
Not sure how or what to do. I know that if I bring up the "I want to fuck you", he will get weirded out. If I keep insisting on doing something, he will get weirded out and distance himself(it has happened before). If I leave it up to him, nothing will happen(he has never made the first move).
What do you guys recommend?
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The following day we act like nothing happened. (I had to jerkoff three times as I couldn't stop thinking about fucking him)
Today, I go into his place (he was in bed, playing on his phone). Lay next to him, and a minute later he gets up and says he has to get ready for work. We talked for an hour and then he leaves. Later he brings food(normal thing) and we talk a bit more. He says he's sleepy and I go back to my apt.
Not sure how or what to do. I know that if I bring up the "I want to fuck you", he will get weirded out. If I keep insisting on doing something, he will get weirded out and distance himself(it has happened before). If I leave it up to him, nothing will happen(he has never made the first move).
What do you guys recommend?
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