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a few days ago I got insanely intoxicated and sort of faded in and out of consciousness. I took an acquaintance to the bathroom so he could drink some water and then threw up and passed out I guess, I'm not quite sure. I regained my wits as he was blowing me, and realizing what was going on I told him to stop and get himself together. I've talked to him, and he said it's no big deal, "shit happens" and we were both really drunk, it's nothing to worry about. But I can't shake off that feeling, of I don't know what, guilt? Shame? I'm not sure. I think I just need to get it through my head that we were both under the influence, and it just happened, not to a finish, but like for about three minutes. And I would give anything to take back those three minutes. How do I get over it?