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Hi guys, would really appreciate some advice please
Like I said above he changed over night after we got married and didn’t even tell me the truth of why he refused to let me top for over two years, so I bottomed in that time thinking any sex is better then no sex.
But his penis where it was 2inches hard but with a huge helmet always just either hurt or felt uncomfortable....I only thought it was okayish it if I was on top. He was a big guy like 24stone so even being small he had quite a fuck on him and where his helmet was so big it really wrecked my hole and most of the time where he was so small he couldn’t stay in so it was just constant in and out till he come!
Anyway fast forward four years and I haven’t topped properly yet as when ever I have tried he always said it was too big, which is ridiculous as the boy took it every day for five years before some times a few times a day.
But anyway his turned to ball torture and putting me in a cage to Shrink me down his size when we first started dating 2inches
I have shrunk down to three inches but he still won’t let me fuck him, there’s always an excuse. But he will fuck me every night like a Dom and where his last a lot of weight his like 5inches really thick with a massive helmet!!!!
It’s the best sex I have ever had and his so good at it, all be it he fucks as deep as he can and he does as much damage as he can, whist abusing my size and making me call him daddy His really rough and is a hardcore Dom.
Where as when we got together that was me, anyway we have kids together and I love him and don’t want to split up our family (it’s been shakey since he turned top! Four years guys I mean come on
My question is as gay guys knowing how hard it can be to find your person out there and then be blessed enough to have kids, should I leave and finally get laid or commit to being a sub?
I know this is a blood essay and VERY specific but I dunno what to do any more lads I’m desperate and it’s that kinda gay situation that straight people wouldn’t get the whole top/bottom sub/Dom thing. But sex is sex and we are all human we all need to get laid.....righhhhhht???
Like I said above he changed over night after we got married and didn’t even tell me the truth of why he refused to let me top for over two years, so I bottomed in that time thinking any sex is better then no sex.
But his penis where it was 2inches hard but with a huge helmet always just either hurt or felt uncomfortable....I only thought it was okayish it if I was on top. He was a big guy like 24stone so even being small he had quite a fuck on him and where his helmet was so big it really wrecked my hole and most of the time where he was so small he couldn’t stay in so it was just constant in and out till he come!
Anyway fast forward four years and I haven’t topped properly yet as when ever I have tried he always said it was too big, which is ridiculous as the boy took it every day for five years before some times a few times a day.
But anyway his turned to ball torture and putting me in a cage to Shrink me down his size when we first started dating 2inches
I have shrunk down to three inches but he still won’t let me fuck him, there’s always an excuse. But he will fuck me every night like a Dom and where his last a lot of weight his like 5inches really thick with a massive helmet!!!!
It’s the best sex I have ever had and his so good at it, all be it he fucks as deep as he can and he does as much damage as he can, whist abusing my size and making me call him daddy His really rough and is a hardcore Dom.
Where as when we got together that was me, anyway we have kids together and I love him and don’t want to split up our family (it’s been shakey since he turned top! Four years guys I mean come on
My question is as gay guys knowing how hard it can be to find your person out there and then be blessed enough to have kids, should I leave and finally get laid or commit to being a sub?
I know this is a blood essay and VERY specific but I dunno what to do any more lads I’m desperate and it’s that kinda gay situation that straight people wouldn’t get the whole top/bottom sub/Dom thing. But sex is sex and we are all human we all need to get laid.....righhhhhht???