Yeah I know I have been saying this for awhile that I am sexually frustrated but.... here goes I am still a virgin of course and I want to have sex already. Day in and day out all I think of is having sex with a guy. I just imagine how it would feel to have a guy with a hot hard throbbing erection, sliding inside me for the first time. I want to feel the hot friction when he starts to get really aroused and begins to go faster stretching me. I can't help it I can feel my heat in between my legs everyday growing getting hotter, more swollen. Masturbating just doesn't do it for me anymore, I need to feel a body and some lips kissing me and hands. I use to be afraid if a guy touched me or if someone talked about sex. I would always be shy and unwilling to express myself sexually. But now it's different I feel more open and I feel like I need it not want it. But I am saving myself for marriage and I guess it wouldn't feel right giving it up just to anyone. So anyways I am just wondering is it unhealthy to keep going on like this everyday or is it bad to think about dirty thoughts like everyday? Is it really unhealthy?