Am I a cuck?

[Bardiii]

Hi guys!
So I‘ve been with my bf for 5 years now. In the beginning I was very jealous and protective but now that I‘ve overcome that, I kind of have the desire to watch my man fuck someone…he is an arabic man with an athletic body and thick 9 inch cock which i love!
Is it normal for me to have these thoughts of him putting in a show for me wrecking somebody else’s ass? Kind of like a real life porn..and does THAT make me a cuck?

 

[_chrizzian_]

In my mind you would be a cuck if he was a bottom. Sounds like he is the top and you want your man to dick others bottoms down.

Feels more like a show off to ne "Look at my arabic luxury stallion of a boyfriend".

(In case i come across wrong: No judgement whatsoever, you go girl!)

 

[Bardiii]

In my mind you would be a cuck if he was a bottom. Sounds like he is the top and you want your man to dick others bottoms down.

Feels more like a show off to ne "Look at my arabic luxury stallion of a boyfriend".

(In case i come across wrong: No judgement whatsoever, you go girl!)

Yea i like that answer haha!

 

[AllDixNeedLuv69]

Things like this can ruin a relationship .. what does he say or think about it?

 

[Brodie888]

Communication is the key. One person's dream is another person's nightmare.

 

[LalaB]

Yup. Sounds like a cuck to me. Personally, I don't think the gender division of the term is necessary in homosexual relationships as we fall outside the hetnorm standards but if you want to be technical then as the bottom the term is cuckquean (pronounced cuck queen). Cuckquean being the female equivalent to cuckold. The word is quite dated at this point though.

 

[skaterboiz]

Hi guys!
So I‘ve been with my bf for 5 years now. In the beginning I was very jealous and protective but now that I‘ve overcome that, I kind of have the desire to watch my man fuck someone…he is an arabic man with an athletic body and thick 9 inch cock which i love!
Is it normal for me to have these thoughts of him putting in a show for me wrecking somebody else’s ass? Kind of like a real life porn..and does THAT make me a cuck?

You are a voyeur. You want to see him do things he does to you that you can not see.I would seriously set up say a phone camera and have it cast to a tv, then you can see his pounding you from another perspective.

 

[umyaidk]

Hi guys!
So I‘ve been with my bf for 5 years now. In the beginning I was very jealous and protective but now that I‘ve overcome that, I kind of have the desire to watch my man fuck someone…he is an arabic man with an athletic body and thick 9 inch cock which i love!
Is it normal for me to have these thoughts of him putting in a show for me wrecking somebody else’s ass? Kind of like a real life porn..and does THAT make me a cuck?

Haha can we see him and his cock?