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Married, 40-something guy who's never messed around with men until after 5 years ago when medical reasons caused my wife to have no interest in sex.
Since then I've had a few handys and a bj off craigslist. I guess i still don't think of myself as bi.
Once it's over, there's some satisfaction, but mostly guilt which keeps me from seeking out another encounter for a while. While I'm with whomever, i don't get really turned on, just excited that someone other than me is touching me.
Sorry this turned into more of a rant.
If i have a question it's: do these encounters make me bi or just horny?
Since then I've had a few handys and a bj off craigslist. I guess i still don't think of myself as bi.
Once it's over, there's some satisfaction, but mostly guilt which keeps me from seeking out another encounter for a while. While I'm with whomever, i don't get really turned on, just excited that someone other than me is touching me.
Sorry this turned into more of a rant.
If i have a question it's: do these encounters make me bi or just horny?