hey guys,
my life in short:
* I'm almost 23 yo, really shy guy.
* I look good - thin body type, practice 3 times a week and 7" cock.
* Spend most of my teen years watching porn mostly gay one (always been curious to know how it would feel like being a bottom)
* 2 months ago I met my 1st gf, which was a friend of mine for 2 years and we decided to take it to the next level.
* I didn't really fall in love with her (she's over weight, and not exactly my type) but it just happened and we started dating.
* When it got to sex, well, let's say, that it wasn't stand in any of my and her expectations.
* I thought it was because of me doing it for the 1st time, but the story keep repeating itself almost any time since.
and now I started to question my sexual identity...
what I feel about guys:
Sexually:
* I feel that I attract only to twink or smooth-muscles guys, and a big cock ones.
* I find all the other types as unattractive at all.
* It's accord to me more than once that I've fantasized being a bottom to a guy with a big cock
* But I also know, from my experience of jerk off to porn, that after I cum I lose all interest in the video.
romantically:
* I have absolutely no ramantic desire in any type of a guy.
* I don't feel the need to spend time together (as a couple), I don't like the idea of kissing, hugging, or just sitting/lying next to eachother cuddling.
* I'm 100% sure that my feelings aren't related to what the majority of society think about gay relationships. (I am very liberal and have nothing against it)
what I feel about girls:
Sexually:
* I adore the woman body.
* I find that I attract mostly to girls who aren't too fat nor too thin.
* In porn I find to love more an emotional sex rather than the regular porm videos.
(like this one: Veronica Radke sexy teen brunette fucked and creampie - Pornhub.com)
romantically:
* I have a really huge romantic desire in some girls.
* I can't see myself growing old without a girl that would be my wife by my side.
* When I try to hit on with a girl I like, I sometimes have those "butterflies". :redface:
* I know that if I had a girl that I truly love I would like to kiss her and cuddle with her in any moment possible, and taking her to a romantic places.
Really like to hear what do you think - am I straight, bi or gay?
my life in short:
* I'm almost 23 yo, really shy guy.
* I look good - thin body type, practice 3 times a week and 7" cock.
* Spend most of my teen years watching porn mostly gay one (always been curious to know how it would feel like being a bottom)
* 2 months ago I met my 1st gf, which was a friend of mine for 2 years and we decided to take it to the next level.
* I didn't really fall in love with her (she's over weight, and not exactly my type) but it just happened and we started dating.
* When it got to sex, well, let's say, that it wasn't stand in any of my and her expectations.
* I thought it was because of me doing it for the 1st time, but the story keep repeating itself almost any time since.
and now I started to question my sexual identity...
what I feel about guys:
Sexually:
* I feel that I attract only to twink or smooth-muscles guys, and a big cock ones.
* I find all the other types as unattractive at all.
* It's accord to me more than once that I've fantasized being a bottom to a guy with a big cock
* But I also know, from my experience of jerk off to porn, that after I cum I lose all interest in the video.
romantically:
* I have absolutely no ramantic desire in any type of a guy.
* I don't feel the need to spend time together (as a couple), I don't like the idea of kissing, hugging, or just sitting/lying next to eachother cuddling.
* I'm 100% sure that my feelings aren't related to what the majority of society think about gay relationships. (I am very liberal and have nothing against it)
what I feel about girls:
Sexually:
* I adore the woman body.
* I find that I attract mostly to girls who aren't too fat nor too thin.
* In porn I find to love more an emotional sex rather than the regular porm videos.
(like this one: Veronica Radke sexy teen brunette fucked and creampie - Pornhub.com)
romantically:
* I have a really huge romantic desire in some girls.
* I can't see myself growing old without a girl that would be my wife by my side.
* When I try to hit on with a girl I like, I sometimes have those "butterflies". :redface:
* I know that if I had a girl that I truly love I would like to kiss her and cuddle with her in any moment possible, and taking her to a romantic places.
Really like to hear what do you think - am I straight, bi or gay?