im a 19 year old very attractive boy raised in the south. i just graduated high school last year and ive always had normal straight relationships. ive played baseball since i was little. im bi curious but not openly. ive always been obsessed with black dicks. like seriously obsessed with the thought of them, unfortunatly i am very shy in person and ive never been lucky enough to have an encounter with one but all i think about all day every day is big black cocks. i like cocks of all size or color but i really love big black ones and i dont know why.. this is my fantasy, if you dont already think im crazy, then you probably will after this- i wish i could be a real sex slave owned by a black man. i would live in a shed naked on a leash and do nothing but lay there and wait for my big black master to come pound my ass with his big black dick and then i would beg him to feed me his huge load of cum. then i would clean his big balls with my tongue and just keep repeating that everytime he feels like busting a load in me. soo thats my fantasy, i also dream of one day getting fucked by like 5 or more black men at once. so does this mean im crazy?