Hi everyone. Didn't know exactly where to place this thread. I hope i have do it in the right place. I consider myself as a gay activ man. I never before had sex with a woman till yesterday... Living in Moscow, Capital of Russia, I've seing the most beautiful women in my entire life. But I always looked them as something beautiful and fragile to look at, but no sexual desires at all. Nevertheless, I always prefered hetero porn than gay porn to watch. I've being fooling around with a very rich guy who always pays me 15000 rubles (500 dollars ) to fuck him like a bitch. May be it doesn't matter, but i want to explain all details about my first sex with a woman (today 03/July/2010) Well, this guy I kindda like him... but he always insisted that he wanted me to fuck his "lovely wife"... somehow I was curious about it, but more afraid than willing to try. So today I go to our appointment and I thought that we'll be alone, as usual: some drinks, relax in jacussi and sex... When i get inside the room, first thing I see is this lady in her 30's with a dam awesome body and the most beautiful face and figure I've ever seen in my dam life... all naked in the bed, playing with her pussy. I got shocked out and in less than 5 seconds my dick got as hard as never before. there was no words, there was no kissing. I licked her pussy (something I never thought I would be doing) with hunger ( very clean, by the way) and then I fucked her so hard, that this guy had to push me out of the room. I never expected it to be so good. Now, back in my house, Ive jerked like 4 times with my boyfriend, and I can't stop thinking about the meeting that I just had this morning with an incredibile Russian lady... the guy just sent me a message: "Hello from my wife", and then another one: " Are u ready for next time?"... So, my question is: I get excited everytime I think about this lady, and I wanna do more than fucking her doggy style for 20 minutes and lick her pussy. Am I still gay or bi or whatever... Should I keep trying sex with women? My biggest fear is that I would not be able to have an erection if I find myself with a woman i a room as it has being till today ( well, never before naked except with my crazy girl-friends when we were going to a party and used to dress all in the same room) I need some help to re-define my sexual orientation. thanks you all.