I have always been bullied in school for a good 5 years until highschool and everyone laid off. I think that because I was bullied it made me think, am I gay? Right now I will admit I have had fantisies about the same sex. I have also tried it with another male (didn't enjoy it, didn't do much). I have also watch gay porn. After it I feel gross, but I always feel like going back for more. Comments from all welcome please, help me find myself!