The thing is, I've always liked women, I've always fell for them and wanted to kiss and have sex with them. Never has this occured with men. But it seems that I like dicks, especially big ones. When I search for porn I always look at movies with a "huge" dick, It's not that I look for an attractive girl, no a big dick and I don't care for the girl unless she's ugly. Now I'm quite big myself but I've always wanted to see a dick bigger than mine, a huge one! I would like to touch it and perform oral sex on it. But I wouldn't want to have sex with a guy ever! I sometimes think I'm a girl that's sucking and fucking a big dick, it really turns me on. Am I gay, or am i fascinated by large dicks? Is there anybody who feels the same way? What do you guys think? It's really confusing and I think I need some insight from other people..