Uhhh Sam, i feel exactly the same, although i guess im in your before stage, slighty chubby, not: "OH MAMMI YOU FAT" but a few weeks at the gym would sort it out, ...
but i go out to the shops, and i feel people are looking at me all the time, then .. ill see someone attractive, and they wont even glance. ... Im not sure whats going on,
but if i saw you in real life, ... second glace? Naa, .. SECOND FUCK!
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