Hi all, I am fairly new here and haven't had the opportunity to post much yet. But I thought I would share this with you all. First off I am a transsexual MTF and Bi, I have always dreamed of taking a big man, I have yet to have that opportunity. However I have a good assortmant of big toys one is 10X6. I love taking them inside me, but I cannot unless I am smoking, this may sound odd (and hopefully I get some feedback) but I have discovered (I have a smoking fetish) and when I am playing if I smoke at the same time as I stretch myself it seems much easier. I will add I am not a regular smoker, I only smoke when I am feeling sexy and horny it seems to add to the excitment. But back to my situation, nothing feels better than a thick sexy inhale as I am penetrating myself with a big dildo, my ass seems to loosen and allow easier penetration, and I usually have a huge orgasm because of this. Now I feel that finding that "right" man to play with might be even harder, as I want to smoke during sex. I have found several videos where the girl is smoking erotically during sex and find it incredibly arousing as I want to be her so bad. I am curious if anyone feels this way about taking anal sex or giving it to someone while they are smoking. The other thing is I love 420 and that makes me crave anal and smoking! Am I all that wierd??? please help!